I hate you, Don't leave me

Out of nowhere, your eyes and that smile made its way into my heart. Unlike the other, it's free, unbounded, untainted. You've touched me with happiness but I still live for the torture. You make me smile and when I do, it's unguarded.

It's genuine

These little moments that I once thought were menial, have become my source of happiness. You understand my weirdness and match up with it. We're crazy and dysfunctional. But it seems to work.

I was so blinded by everything that I didn't realize the figure standing just a fingertip away. 

Please let this be real. I don't want to constantly be living with expectations and end up with emptiness.

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Wade in your water

Was it the time? the place? the weather?

Or a combination of the three,

But when I saw you laughing with the sea as your background,

I fell.

I'd do anything to see that smile again and again. To experience that taste of euphoria again.

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Mangos And Raspberries

Across the table sat what I wanted

Each word that escaped matched everything I said.

I laugh out happiness and nothing less

While you laughed out loud, I lost a breath.

The words got heavier while the drinks got lighter

Till they were nothing but marks on that table

Though hands remained the same,

Touches weren't foreign.

You grab for me, I don't hesitate.

I take what I can get.

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